***y thoughts 3!!!

5-10-10

-It’s my 24th day here didn’t see normal colors, didn’t see technology, didn’t use cellphone, didn’t hear a song, didn’t see anything creative unless the few TV hours at night.

-Trying to bury but not forget what i planned to do the next vacation taking my family to the pyramids, cinema, Alrehab, and have fun and happy days (the family only). Trying to bury but not forget how to make my brother feel happy by drop him and get him from the school, spend time playing video games and football and try to buy him a new game. Trying to bury but not forget what i planned to make my Mum happy by taking her out with us a lot and try to make her share activities with us(the rest of the family)

-Try to be patient and forget the feeling everything I’m in is wrong like forcing a key into the wrong key hole.

-Try to hold onto what i used to be before i got here.

-I’m trying but I’m afraid of the word “Trying” means “Not doing it”.

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~ by Abdurhman Issa on October 26, 2010.

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